I'm Sorry

I am so sorry for what I’ve done,

The guilt has been weighing a tonne.

For what I’m guilty I do not know,

But I am struggling to grow.

I feel bad and I don’t know why,

Would it be easier if I just die?

Answers to this will never be found,

But these voices still make a sound.

They want me gone, make it better,

Perhaps I should just write a letter.

But determination keeps me going,

To keep watching all of you glowing.

So, I’m sorry I’m selfish, I love you all,

But right now, isn’t the time I will fall.